I’m starting the shoot for my first film tomorrow! maybe I am just happy because (I’m out of all coffee except decaf..so I decided I could get the same effect by brewing a cup of decaf and using that to chase 2 caffeen pills lol….) anyway I would like to say: despite going into tech for another show at the same time as an assistant, and not having a thanksgiving to speak of, and having all this Fing design homework to do for Monday and no time to do it because I’ll be on this shoot…I am soooo excited and happy to be working on this project! I feel really confident and organized and like I’ve got it HANDLED. In a total I’m a grown up designer who knows what she wants and what is correct and what looks good and I’m just really happy with the work Ive done so far and how prepared I am kind of way. And I am really learning how to handle pressure and not let it show and get to me like I used to let it get to me. I can stand up in front of a room of people and defend my ideas and if I don’t have confidence in them I can fake it…But this I DO feel confident in and that is an even better feeling. Graduate school is kicking my ass a little bit but also I am learning to kick back.  and I have a beautiful boy (friend?) I will be making an apple pie for this thanksgiving. Here is to enjoying life and the hard work I’ve put into it! I am the architect of my own life! BRING IT!